A Sadness Story In My Life

Tomorrow,tomorrow,tomorrow....
Why my life burn with a fool,lie and hate?
I did not want people always play the fool on me...
That people may be intelligence was subnormal ...just trying to make me anger!
I used to caring n sharing with a best friend before. What such things he done on me, I used to continue trust and forgive him...
One day, he was done a very unforgetable nightmare for me! Because of one girl!?Lolz
He let me living in a lie, let me have a harm damage on my heart.
My heart spoilt like a bursting fire.......
Now i am wishing that girl answer.........
What is the answer be?
Will is it a bad answer to me?
To be or Not to be ...
That is a question.............haiz
Why that girl gave me a big hope before and after that stab me with a sword....telling me "i have no feeling on you anymore?"

Should i hate them?
Should i hate because i had borned?
Should i ...？

I wish i will smile always in rest of my life...
I wish i will not ever nervous anymore...
I wish i will be a rich man...
I wish i will become a insane and high intellingece man...


God !Did you hear my wish???

Saturday->6/6/2010,me have went to Penang early morning with my family...mi as a driver fetch my family ...Sky start crying as my heart , water drops fall infront of me on car window,me look throught outside view n take some photo...






Ntg special on that day, because i'm moody

a beutiful sky view->George Town,Penang

sunshine vie, it's beatiful right? a romantic colour , but it will end in anytime just like a love...
Love staying for wat?
God , can u answer me?
Do u hear my sadness cry?
Have u see my sadness?
Do u noe i getting pain inside my heart?
Can u explain y relation is staying for?
How much pain u still wan to give me in my life?
Do u feel painfull as me?
Can u feel that? Y u non-stop give terrible people,things,cases on me?
That is still not enought to train me?



Hate my life...
Hate pain
Hate stupid friend who trying let me get a trap
Hate people non-stop toyed me

Hate It ALL!!!