Happy New Year ^^n my endless story of 2010

Happy New Year to my all dear friends especially are:
Ng Teik Beng >he introduced me a new job , beside he teaching me a lot of goods n bad ~ haha i won't disappointed u , Beng! i will try harder ... i won't follow the ways william like...
i oso thank to u let me earn many many $$$,hehe

Tan Jian Fa > He sometimes caring me alot...n he always willing to hear me talk rubbish(haha) n my own things.... beside he oso always fetch me go somewhere ,thx

Lim Song Yow > He also teaching me alot things...n he always fetch me go somewhere oso , but i thing the most he fetch mi go is internet cafe ,haha

Chan Wei Kiat > He always perli me...nothing to write...hehe

Goh Chiang Quan > he always fetch me go skull early morning , he oso hear mi talk rubbish, he always tahan my emo , hehe
he oso used his holiday to teach me match , but lastly i give up... thx n sorry

Mow Lin Guan > he always help me repair com with F.O.C , he always caring me if i face trouble , but now he oledi go target so he caring his target nia~ sob sob

Tan Jing Chuan > i always suan he , but he still didn't keep in your heart , sorry n thx
he still borrow me his RC uniform~

i oso thx my form 6 classmate , notice!all handsome n beauty pls look here!!( just form 6 nia)
thx boys n girls helped me alot in my study ....n so on

thx , ViVi Ang telling me ,u still remember ur promise...i'm so happy^^
but i just a little bit dun understand ur mind~
yes, i still have feel on you ,because i can't forget u...i just keep n no body noe tis real
but i hope someday u will be my gf ( the moment that i still having feeling on you)

H'ng Yeng Ling > she oso is my dream girl...but she got bf oledo so we just be simple friend...
we keep helping each other...even we just known some months



At last all my dear fren , even we just have smaller chance to meet together , but we still are friend...i so happy in my life got u all...i love all my friend~~~
sorry because i done bad thing n broken the promise on my friend
thx for sharing +caring together

i will be change better n try harder my friend^^
i will always with u if u really need me(my friend n VIVI ANG)

Hope tis year i will be more:
clever^^
handsome^^
hypeactive^^
Lucky^^
Hardwork^^
Confindent^^
Tall^^
No bad luck, thing ,news for me^^
i found my real angel n my world to continue my destination untill end^^


yohoo^^ happy new year ^^a good good night for me ...night ~ sweet dream all my fren^^

A Trip to Gua Wang Burma , Perlis

10/11/2010- That day i had gone out with skull teacher n friend to Perlis...hehe
We go to masuk lubang^^say "yeah!!!"


Oops , the bus i had sat , damnly hot ...reality the bus is with air-cond, but for us is hot-cond......
Hot untill Wei Kiat 's oil almost bleed untill finish(haha)

Ren Jie n Mr Seah ( our Teacher form 6 Ass.) be us camera man
Most of photo i have uploaded here are got from them...
Me oso got done homework, hehe ( I shoot beauty sky view , because i like sky:) )

While let we start our adventure 's story at there...
We all was separated in groups , and i was member of 1st team...
i stay at back of my team , i nid to care my members ... because most of my team's member
are girls(wow) ... i felt bored n lonely

After a few minutes , my team was gone 1st...( of course lah, because i'm 1st team le!)
B4 we enter the hole , we nid to walk along moutain round ...( so dangerous!)
many small animal appear n come to suck our blood...(OMG!!!)

While on the way , one member of my team was pening, n her fall down ...at tat moment i was stayed behind her, n others member was gone far away... she was so lucky , because i was there...i quickly got her , ask her to hold well her position , n ask her try to relax...n then i just shout to ask for help from others member was far away~(1st time i face tis case justtwo people only situation... )

We reach the infront of hole, her leg was 抽痉。。。even i not PBSM　but i had learned some skill about tis in KPL...so i help again ^^ (feel so happy , because i can help ppl)

After tat , we enter the hole... Wah! inside got many beauty stone that we all never c
Inside there oso got many bats ... adventure was started!!!( OMG so dark i c ntg!!!)
Bats!

We nid to swim to find out the way...but the water level not so higher lah...just becauce of stone we can't stand to walk , just can swim


Finally , i found the way out from hole... felt better...

Then we go bath n eat lunchMy lunch


Lastly we was gone to Padang Besar( erm, ntg special)

i believe Jocye can fly, haha





---The End---

氧气-卢学睿

沉入越来越深的海底
我开始想念你我好孤寂
跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸我想要你
人活着赖着一口氧气氧气是你

如果你爱我你会来找我
你会知道我快不能活
如果你爱我你会来救我
空气很稀薄因为寂寞

跌进越来越冷的爱里
我快不能呼吸我想要你
人活着赖着一口氧气氧气是你

如果你爱我你会来找我
你会知道我快不能活
如果你爱我你会来救我
空气很稀薄因为寂寞

如果你爱我你会来找我
你会知道我快不能活
如果你爱我你会来救我
空气很稀薄因为寂寞

Ceruk TOkun

6/11/2010->i had wake up early morning on tis day7.00a.m., i still feel slepy
opps,my 黑眼圈damn dark
Preparing for climb moutain at Ceruk Tokun, Kulim Road
I oso go to meet yow, kiat,wei n quan at there...

while climbing the mountain , i had take some sky view ,hehe
today i 'm fist time climb peak of the moutain
Yohoo! the cold wind blow slowly...
wah, i like it~

Below is all pic i had take during climbing the moutain ,
Pls take a look ya^^

Sunway + Raja Uda

4/11/2010 i go to sunway with my friend> Teik Beng, Jia Wei , SOny Yow, Wei Kiat ,n Chiang Quan....

We gone out by two cars...
I felt so boring on the way n sit jia wei car,
yow inside oso...
Yow busy treat n talk with his friend, lolz ...apa ni

I had seen RED on that day...
mmm... Nothing special...not so meaningful movie
just some funny things had gone out on the screen of movie hall


After that, we had gone to Raja Uda ate TOM YAM(wah, I FEEL GOOD!)

....

Then , we finished eat tom yam , then we went back home ...
All ppl sit into jie wei car because ah beng terpaksa go home

while on the way , we spoken n laughted ...

lolz

SIng K at WOk C1tY

3/11/2010 Wednesday,i Go meet with JIa Yi , Mei KHiam , Wan SIn , WEi Kiat, LIn Guan , JIng Chuan N Chiang Quan at Wok City

WE SIng together at there ,
evesomes fun at there ,
n we had long time didn't meet with our MIss Tan JIa Yi^^
we miss her so much !!
n she become more leng jor wor~~ did u see tis miss tan?(不要骄傲咯:)）

Wan SIn was hyper active at there ,
she jump here n jump there ,
JIa Yi was done alMOst thing oso...
wah! unbelieveable...i Don't think she would done like tis , haha
Can u imagine that? oh NO !

Chiang Quan was cool at the moment ,
he try to ecasped from shooted by Camera,Alamak!
Pls cooperate abit , why u keep run away?haha

Jing CHuan ,our future Star!!!Wohhooo,man,oh yeah!
COme on ,Check it out!
His sound is so gud ...! (WoW)

Wei Kiat n Lin GUan had not done effective n affette case ....(mm, quite cool so)

HEY! boys n girls look to camera PLS~
+SMILE+

aFter That ， We had GOne to Heng HEng TOmyam there....
abit exp, haha





after that We back Home...
quite fun alot on the way back home^^
thanks for came my friend,
i will apologise here if i had done anything wrong ~

Wish u all the BEST in your own way,
Gud luck n Fare Well

Miss u All my friend~~~

Gud night~~

Muet Paper is Coming Soon

My Muet paper will hell on Saturday (13/11/2010),
it's too close for me,
i Need to prepare for it le...
Wish that Muet's Gred can cover my SPM english...



Gambateh!!!!!!!

最近新的对象又不多不过也不少，（哈哈）
只是因为自己觉得没信心所以就没表达出来，
何况我没产业，没钱财，条件或许会很差所以这种事想想就好，
因为是不可能实现的

想要找一个对象，
不过两个人感情能长久吗？
恋火会永远不灭吗？

may be or may not be will occur on the same time,
that's depend how we choose the way...

Yes! I understood it but ...duno lah%$@#!^%&?!*

Hope that i can find one good gf n oso beauty (hehe)

i'm Back!!!

我回来了！

在过去几个月的日子里好难过
不是考试，就是要K 书！
要不然就想象如果当年跟朋友一起去college读书可能会比现在更好。。。
因为我在大学初级先修班，很不辛运的被分配到大多数陌生人的环境。。。
虽然谈不上什么寂寞，因为我已习惯了，
虽然我表面上不怎么样，
不过我还是会感觉到痛苦，困扰，悲伤和迷惑。
我一直都在觉得我进来这间学校是对还是错，
我最后还是决定留下来

在这里也没什么意外，
不过只有反感，
朋友对我的不解与排撤，
然后在我背后说我的坏话
我都听见了，
我不想做任何解释，
因为我很累。。。

刚考完年终考试，
学业也没那么理想，
在学校的日子也难过，
所以我都会一直翘颗。


之前的恋人，
我也没再去想，
也不想再做任何付出，
因为我再努力也好得来的只是一场空。
之前我们说好的山盟海誓，
她都一忘成空。
本来我还期待着我们还有什么未来，
因为她的抵赖，
我的信心和相信已不存在。

总之一个字能形容我今年的旅程


“衰” 啊！！！

我爱他->叮当

他的情况留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我 奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰 轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依 赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎 过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌 跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我 奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

亲人->丁当

别打开礼物的缎带
最初充满期待最后都腐败
别打开午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄
而爱并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚 荣给天真
可是爱让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂


不要吻我只要抱着我


不要爱我做我 的亲人


把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某
就算我全身湿透透
我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走
如 果我还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走
而爱并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容 易被牺牲

让我还敢做我的梦

做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

A Sadness Story In My Life

Tomorrow,tomorrow,tomorrow....
Why my life burn with a fool,lie and hate?
I did not want people always play the fool on me...
That people may be intelligence was subnormal ...just trying to make me anger!
I used to caring n sharing with a best friend before. What such things he done on me, I used to continue trust and forgive him...
One day, he was done a very unforgetable nightmare for me! Because of one girl!?Lolz
He let me living in a lie, let me have a harm damage on my heart.
My heart spoilt like a bursting fire.......
Now i am wishing that girl answer.........
What is the answer be?
Will is it a bad answer to me?
To be or Not to be ...
That is a question.............haiz
Why that girl gave me a big hope before and after that stab me with a sword....telling me "i have no feeling on you anymore?"

Should i hate them?
Should i hate because i had borned?
Should i ...？

I wish i will smile always in rest of my life...
I wish i will not ever nervous anymore...
I wish i will be a rich man...
I wish i will become a insane and high intellingece man...


God !Did you hear my wish???

Saturday->6/6/2010,me have went to Penang early morning with my family...mi as a driver fetch my family ...Sky start crying as my heart , water drops fall infront of me on car window,me look throught outside view n take some photo...






Ntg special on that day, because i'm moody

a beutiful sky view->George Town,Penang

sunshine vie, it's beatiful right? a romantic colour , but it will end in anytime just like a love...
Love staying for wat?
God , can u answer me?
Do u hear my sadness cry?
Have u see my sadness?
Do u noe i getting pain inside my heart?
Can u explain y relation is staying for?
How much pain u still wan to give me in my life?
Do u feel painfull as me?
Can u feel that? Y u non-stop give terrible people,things,cases on me?
That is still not enought to train me?



Hate my life...
Hate pain
Hate stupid friend who trying let me get a trap
Hate people non-stop toyed me

Hate It ALL!!!

Saturday->Chiang Quan , Lin Guan , my lovely Harn n mi went to Pacific shopping...we laught n smile on the way of journey by car b4 we reach our destination~ after that, mi n harn went watched Prince of Persia>have a nice comment from us!haha
Chiang Quan accompany Lin Guan go to shopping...
Havc a gud day with my lovely Harn ,happy!
thx my frienz fetch me went to Pacific >Lin Guan :)
i love my friend n Harn!
thx for accompany mi went to pacific...thx ...^^

槟城一日游

今天我 来穿和林源一起去槟城的教育局...于是我们约好8.30 早晨 在BM Plaza 巴士站踏巴士去JETTY坐ferry 到槟城。。。
奇人事件-〉尽然有人第一次把来穿当成儿童看待（在付费要坐ferry时，有一个guard 尽然把来穿看成儿童，而且guard 还说他排错位了，叫他到儿童处付费）。。。哈哈在教育局处理好东西后， 我们就顺便踏巴士去Queensbay Mall...反正都来到了这，不如到此一游对吧？
到了Queensbay Mall，由于我们饿了，我们就到shusiking温饱我们的肚子。。。Lai Chuan 果然是儿童都不如~哈哈。。。他尽然不会把吸水插从一个已经开好的plastik拿出来。。。更惨的是他不懂怎样用吸水插来喝Yakult(Lai Chuan 你退化了！haha） 一个贪吃的白痴（Lai Chuan)要夹起印在墙的招牌~呵呵 我们的午餐喔~食物不见了，因为进肚子咯。

yummy~yummy~~~

买单please~~~

。。。本人。。。

Biggu!

我们今天的巴士票。。。总共有九张！

很开心也很累。。。累得我今天也没办法打工了。。。haha^.^

sad........

怎么你一直把我关在暧昧不清的监牢里,不清不楚的感觉,不清不楚的关系,不明不白的答案...?
你说过不会再放弃我...难道都是假的?请问你知道再这样下去酱我会更痛苦吗?


我不想要一直暧昧不清的走下去,我的心好累...
觉得自己好没用...好累...有lesen 又能怎样？父母又不给驾车，白考了。。。
怎么我的父母一直食言。。。你们这样做，难道不会让孩子失望吗？
我知道你们担心我，你们一直的担心会让我长不大的。。。让我学习独立些好吗？
我不想一直依赖人。。。
这样我只会招人嫌弃。。。或许我只是个绊脚石
好难过。。。


朋友你们不要一直说我考lesen 来做什么。。。难道你们没想过本人会伤心的吗？
买车也要本钱好吗？我只是个穷人。。。
看着你们一个一个比我迟考车的人都有车驾了。。。好羡慕。。。

^.^ Happy Birthday to Ang Ruey Harn ya!!! ^.^

今天是我喜欢的女孩生日,所以在这个星期和上个星期六都忙着准备这个生日派对...
6 March 2010-我和伟杰去Pacific买礼物。。。很感谢这位朋友肯带我去买礼物，谢谢你（其实我只是顺便罢了，你也是要去买东西的，haha）过后就跟朋友们讨论一下我的攻略是不是ok loh~过后就“招兵买马”。。。8 March 2010-Lin Guan特地在我去订蛋糕，感谢你哦~
我也感谢Er Xuan 小姐的帮忙，还有Sheau Huey 帮我跟Harn的妈妈成为“我们的一分子”：）
12 March 2010-Harn的生日终于来临了，下午冲去买“兄弟”，也感谢载我去买的人-〉Wei Kean
当晚Han Chew 7.30 分过来把我和Chiang Quan载去Ruey Harn 家附近的pasar malam，在那之前他先去载Sheau Huey + Zi Qin....到了Pasar Malam 过后，那时全部人的眼光都在看着我，求求你们别在看我了。。。我只是穿了很formal一点罢了嘛~，别用酱的眼神看我啦~ （鬼知道会去pasar malam arh)...
过后就去Ruey Harn家布置，还有去拿蛋糕和买Pizza!haha
长话短说，Party开始咯！Surprise！

出席者：本人，Kiat , Fa, Chew, Quan , Chiang , Guan , Sheng ,Huey , Qin + Xuan....


Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to u ......
Happy Birthday to Ruey Harn !
Happy Birthday to U!
Yeapi


Love Shape~so beautiful right?haha
omg~ kiss ~mi oso wan T.T...May I?


wishing~litter cute girl make a wish:P



wow！


在此我深深感谢出席者还有你们的帮忙，尤其是Sheau Huey + Zi Qin+Er Xuan+Han Chew...
你们功劳最大噢~
我们的计划总算是成功了！
谢谢大家,如有任何语言得罪请多多包涵~
哈哈

希望Ruey Harn,你会开心!
生日快乐。。。
希望你的愿望会实现！haha

终于换电话了!

很开心...等了那么多年，终于我有机会换电话了^.^
原本要买CSL 9500不过最后还是去买SONY ERICSSON C902...
不过也很心痛RM7XX就因此不见了T.T

Happy Birthday to Mr. Jamfer!!!20-2-2010

好开心噢!我又长大了一岁,在此也要感谢我的朋友们（Harn+Er Xuan+Lin Guan+Chiang Quan+Yee San+Khar Long+Wei Kiat +Wui Sheng)陪我一起庆祝以及度过...
在19-2-2010 的那晚,我们在blogger庆祝我的生日，那晚虽然不是有什么惊喜不过我还是很开心的。。。
因为那个生日会尽然会是我喜欢已久的女孩帮我庆祝（我还是第一请给一个女孩帮我庆祝leh）呵呵~
谢谢你们给我一个难忘的一晚，还陪我度过十二点~哈哈
尤其是策划者Ruey Harn + Lin Guan
还有捧场者-〉感谢你们抽出你们的宝贵时间陪我庆祝噢！

找工作！

我已把我的在Molex的工作辞职了~
因为不划算咯~
现在我只是想要找份工作而且能让我有充足休息时间。。。
你们有什么好介绍吗？
我想要的工作是10早上才开工。。。
不要长工作时间，因为我晚上在醉乡楼工作了~
薪水ok( RM 800 Above)^.^
如有请各位务必通知我哦！
->email:onshen_5213@hotmail.com
或留言在此。。。
谢谢！

1st day work at MOLEX

今天我和一些朋友(Wei Kiat,Lin Guan,Chiang Quan,Yee Shan n Mei Jee) 去JURU，MOLEX应征。。。
想不到应征通过就可以直接做了~我们六人都在一个卷门检查电器的小小componen...
虽然容易不过眼睛就要放亮和放大1点来检查这些东东~
初次进出时觉得所有工人望着我们的眼神非常陌生（98% is Malay People o~)。。。不过当我一进去工作地方开始做就很快地跟他们讲得七嘴八舌。。。
我第一认识的是我的师傅->BOB(刚开始做三个星期罢了）
他很友好，很开放。。。也很幽默。。。
哈哈
不过好色了一点点咯~（他的旁边的朋友也一样)XD
今天工作的很轻松，也很开心可以认识很多人虽然还不知道他们的名字。。。

奇贤加油吧！我相信我能适应的！！！哈哈

好累的一天...

刚从醉乡楼工作回到家~
感觉上今天特别的累哦!
好无奈...
好困扰...
真是的...
明早又要做工....早点睡吧!
大家晚安^.^

希望可以找到一份好的工作...

A New Start!!!

昨天晚上姜权和林源在AUTO CITY倒数过后，由于夜已深，所以他们住宿我家一晚！
那晚我很不开心，还好他们的到来好让我解开我的心结~
其实他们没有安慰我，只是~
。。。。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。
陪我看戏看到凌晨四时~
让后陪我聊天到凌晨五时~哈哈
所以今天大家都睡不醒！

还有还有！

一秒也好这首歌陪我度过漫长的恶梦...

我关上了门最后一次听你说我们 熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔 我应该习惯你离去的眼神 才能让失去你变的更完整 窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨 我的叹息成真了整夜的苦闷 我该努力习惯这样的气氛 才发现失去了爱不用再等 我知道我的一切你已不想要 即使在乎也只让你想逃 我不相信这全是种煎熬 原来你只是那么难预料 早已看穿没有我想要的好 我的等待换不到你拥抱 只能让回忆短暂的炫耀 原来任性对彼此都不好 清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门 我的等待成真了整夜的苦闷 我努力在你的回忆里狂奔 才了解失去了爱不用再等 我知道我的一切你已不想要 即使在乎也只让你想逃 我不相信这全是种煎熬 原来爱你是那么难预料 早已看穿没有我想要的好 我的等待换不到你拥抱 只能让回忆短暂的炫耀 原来任性对彼此都不好 多想再一次紧紧的拥抱 就算给我一秒也好 一秒可以给多少我都想要 我知道我的一切你已不想要 即使在乎也只让你想逃 我不相信这全是种煎熬 原来爱你是那么难预料 早已看穿没有我想要的好 我的等待换不到你拥抱 只好让回忆短暂的炫耀 原来任性对彼此都不好 让回忆继续反复炫耀 原来失去对彼此都不好

这首歌让我改观。。。所以我看开了。。。不过我还是有点不甘心！